....the "Hollywood diet" (I have to attend the Black United Fund Awards Gala this weekend and I need to fit into one of these OLD bridesmaid dresses cause I am NOT buying another.)
... starting a Spanish refresher course tomorrow
... going completely veg... but is it selfish to deny my youth.
... actually TRYING to lose 45 pounds which would put me at high school weight
... ceasing drinking
... leaving this situation, bundling my youth and making it to Promise Land... wherever that may be.